Oh boy...

Well the last post should why you should never, ever post drunk and anrgy with someone. Though I am tempted to remove it, I feel I am obliged to keep it to prove some sort of point, I dunno, that maybe I am sometimes ridiculously idiotic myself. My tirade against my flatmates (who I get along fine with, btw) was unjustified, and whereas I do have my frustrations with them from time to time, I do find myself regretting the genuine hate I seemed to be spewing about them there.

Anyway, enough of that. Today the last of them left the flat to go home for summer, leaving me stuck up here for another week with nothing but...well, this laptop for company. I will admit it is nice having my own true private space for once, and the break from the silliness of my flatmates is welcoming, but somehow I feel almost nostalgic, given that it is the end of term and that I am already half way through university and everything else. Time has become, I dunno, much wierder up here, so much faster do the hours fly, so much more I seem to be both yearning for free time and then finding myself at a loose end now I have such leisure.

All in all, tis been a good year, aside from the rise of blood poisioning last exam period, meanign a resit in August and more studying. Nonetheless, life is pretty good, I'm sorted for accomadation and courses next year, and my exams and coursework went far better than I would have hoped for (esp. Economics, which has proved far harder than I imagined it) and so I'm not going to be complaining. This summer is gonna be interesting. Trips to and from America, my 21st, efforts to find applicable employment and getting leaner, fitter and stronger are all significant etchings on the 'to do' list, and somehow I think at least of these things are gonna end being mutually exclusive in terms of satisfaction.

Can't complain however.

NationStates is currently filling my time as much as Ive wanted it to, but design work for Knootoss, Credonia and Movodor is ensuring Im kept busy on the laptop. My article on the NS Wiki is also at last being updated, and future RPs are also needing to be written at some point over the next few days. Somehow it seems more daunting than my recent finals, funny really, given that I am meant to be doing this for relaxation and fun. (Well, Im still having fun, at least :D)

All in all, life is good. Would like to post something more substancial but cant have everything.

TTFN.

Fuck them all.

Fuck them all.

Seriously, my flatmates deserve for once having to actually become independent, actually having to cope with real life for once in their gosddamn lives.

They are literally idiotic, idiotic to the point any trip down to England will result in an horrendous, one sided slaughter of them. They are stupid, there is no other word to describe them. Well, there is, but, dear god, the most stupid, most self satisfied opinion eminates from their lips with such retardness that it physically hirts to even contemplate what the fuck they are saying.

Is it actually stupidity? Well, no, these guys do law, they are reasonably intelligent, Ill give 'em that, but man they havent had any true life experience. Everything they have ever needed has been laid upon a plate for them, they have never had to struggle, to watch their mom collapse from an emotional breakdown, to watch their dad despair over abusiness basically robbed form them by unscrupolous businesmen. They have no real life experience, no real trial,no real push, no real humanising experience. They are, for all their intelligence and wit, are effectively stupid. They have no conclusions to draw from any real life example, no real idea that they could be wrong. Arrogant, stupid, retarded little fuckwits that would be slaughtered if ever faced by genuine, malicious intelligence. Dumb, Dumb, Dumb.

Nice guys, but dumb beyond imagination. Here's hoping life teaches them a lesson.

Even, here's to them learning something.

EDIT: Removed the names. That wouldnt be fair to reveal them now would it?

And a welcome to you all...

Well, lets see, you're here because you either know me through real life, Nation States, or one of those other lovely little activities I choose to occasionally fall into from time to time.

So why the blog? Well, like everyone else around here I believe in the need for self expression, a certain desire to spill all my thoughts in one place where people can read at their leisure. I propose here nothing more than the most ineffectual,badly formed arguments my brain can muster, and written here for you to peruse, laugh at, and develop a life long grudge against me.

Well, to describe myself a little. I am approaching 21 years old, I am currently studying second year Economics and International Relations (well, just had my finals today) and am now, at this precise second, looking forward to travelling to America this summer and celebrating my twenty-first in style. I enjoy a lot of things, poor though I am at most of them, and I find myself ever curious about more and more things. I believe in continual self-improvement, reading every book, practising every technique, trying to become better at what I try to do.

Tis enough for now. But why did I create this blog? Well, I left off the trend in creating blogs on NS recently, but now my exams have finished I'm finding myself with more and more thoughts not concentrated on Solow Models and Realist theory and all the other bullshite that I get taught to repeat over and over in the finals, proper ideas that I wish to note down, ones not linked directly to my studies or upbringing and ones with which I do not care if others listen to. One store of all my thoughts, a scrapbook of ideas I can come back to when I know better. But mostly...

I just love the sound of my own typing.